Wanna explode?

[EndlessWonder]

Well raised...good job and have no problems getting weman.(so yeh Im not crazy take my word for it)
I have gone through levitation and also seeing some pretty crazy things.
Lets jump right into this because I want answers.

I took a seat in my chair to go for meditation so I can control some of the things that have been going on...
and it kinda put me into the state that scares me abit. at times I've been waking up
in umm I think it was asrua world or something...but uhh it was kinda differnt cuz I was suckered into it
in a way. doing stuff and it goes back to the way it was and it seems like your in reply...
at first I thought it was life after death like being in limbo...anyways let me continue please read on.

So I tried meditation and my body felt like it was shaking in all parts its very uncontrolable
and yeh I feel like Im gonna die but I do see some freaky stuff like eyes opening like just one very big eye
then some dude in a red suit holding a ball of light in his hand like some pretty freaky things...

What I wanna know is whats with the calm relaxing feeling that fills my body to a point I feel like
every molecule is jumping then going very unstable then it all rushes to my head. its very relaxing
the body doesnt want it to stop but come on its kinda excuse my french FCKED.
So should I *A* put myself in that position agian which is now easy to do because I had to do something
about it...it was coming at random so I had to put a fix on it and control when it comes and goes
I can make it stop but part of me doesnt want it to stop...(And sorry kids its not drugs)
So should I see it to the end? Like let it RIPPP....but promise I ant gonna die from this
so that I can haunt you the rest of ur life sayin u promised me lol
i know somethings at the end like it must right?
the mind drifts as if its not yours anymore. possiblitys open and
then you can open your eyes...deep down you know your not awake
the white halo that surrounds everything...but whats with the shaking feelings?!
is that like the time limit or something but it can get so great its scary...enuff explaining
can someone tell me the deal with it please and what I should do

[Outsider]

Hello Endless.

Altered states of consciousness are common experiences during meditation; expert meditators often report seeing dreamlike visions, having feelings of levitation, or experiencing the sensation of being out of their own body experiences - similar experiences can also be brought about by the use of various (and generally illegal) drugs. So there is not necessarily anything paranormal about your experiences, and I would be very surprised if what you were doing was at all dangerous. Remember, falling in love can feel frightening and supernaturally meaningful, but there is nothing more natural. You do sound as though you are overly emotional, however, so you might want to try to approach meditation from a feeling of calm in the future, and reduce your intake of emotionally stimulating music or movies if you intend to continue.

[EndlessWonder]

Like what bugs me most is that I feel everything discribed when reaching a state. aswell as going into the astrial world or something which I was told few mnths back.
I feel the cramp like sensation inbetween my eyes so I guess that would be the next eye or something. I do not use any drugs. Im aginst it.

[EndlessWonder]

I feel like I came abit off topic tho. I feel like my whole body is shaking and I can go in and out of this state when ever I want. If I open my mouth my teeth would rattle togather like electricity. the more I shake the more relaxed if feels but it feels like death in a way. I lose focus on tryin to control it and it sorta goes wild then it flys str8 to my head and it hurts abit not ur average pain tho...this one is abit differnt. in this state the mind has drifted into thoughts where as you feel like they arnt your own...Like its a world of information and its trying to be processed. Feel like levatation...I doubt that I was pretty much focused and knew where I was when my body was lifted. Is it really possible to stand on your two feet while laying flat down?*I wonder how that sounds*
My question is do you feel that I should take the step or should I say Dive and let all that sensation (shaking) fly all to my head. It feels like Im gonna explode.
I dont wanna die in the middle of it nor do I want to fall into some deep deep sleep because of it. I have no idea what comes from it or what my body intends to do when reaching that state. while half way there I've even heard a voice call my name...Im waaaay aginst hearing those voices in the head it seems crazy so it happening to me is kinda out of this world. Its like my soul comes out my body for a split second like just shoved abit to let a voice leek in...ugh so much has gone on and so much to explain. Let me know if its safe to past that block and see whats on the other side

[Seeker]

I feel like I came abit off topic tho. I feel like my whole body is shaking and I can go in and out of this state when ever I want. If I open my mouth my teeth would rattle togather like electricity. the more I shake the more relaxed if feels but it feels like death in a way. I lose focus on tryin to control it and it sorta goes wild then it flys str8 to my head and it hurts abit not ur average pain tho...this one is abit differnt. in this state the mind has drifted into thoughts where as you feel like they arnt your own...Like its a world of information and its trying to be processed. Feel like levatation...I doubt that I was pretty much focused and knew where I was when my body was lifted. Is it really possible to stand on your two feet while laying flat down?*I wonder how that sounds*
My question is do you feel that I should take the step or should I say Dive and let all that sensation (shaking) fly all to my head. It feels like Im gonna explode.
I dont wanna die in the middle of it nor do I want to fall into some deep deep sleep because of it. I have no idea what comes from it or what my body intends to do when reaching that state. while half way there I've even heard a voice call my name...Im waaaay aginst hearing those voices in the head it seems crazy so it happening to me is kinda out of this world. Its like my soul comes out my body for a split second like just shoved abit to let a voice leek in...ugh so much has gone on and so much to explain. Let me know if its safe to past that block and see whats on the other side

Welcome to the forums Endless. What you describe is very interesting. Let me think about it a bit.

I read that some sorts of meditation, if not guided by an experienced guide, can be dangerous.
I think it is safe to say that if it feels uncomfortable, you should not proceed.

[Seeker]

Endless,
Regarding the voices, I cannot speak from experience, but I have talked to people who hear voices.

The only explanation that I could accept from all the ones I came across would be that these voices are spirits. Nothing to fear, you are in control and can always shut anything that annoys you off.